TheMelancholyArtist

I see you every day, No words, No hugs, No feelings. I’m dead to you, Invisible, I DON'T EXIST!!! You’ve affected my life, You’ve changed me, And yet, You walked away, When you said you wouldn’t. YOU PROMISED! I trusted you, And you stabbed me in the back with it. You made me feel worthless. And the worst part? I'd take you back, Let you back into my life, Give you another chance, If only you cared... You did once, But you don't now, And what you don't know, Is that I still do...

Relationships are built on honesty and trust right? You can confide anything to the other person and know that they won't say a word to anyone, and they can do the same to you. It doesn't matter who or what about, what time of day or night. They're your anchor, your shoulder to cry on, the person who'll be there through it all. But what do you, or even can you do, when you can either tell them the truth and hurt them, or lie to them and not be honest at all? Do you risk losing your friend? Or do you keep what you cannot say and let it eat away at you? Why does it hurt you the most to say what cannot be said? And when the other person goe

My mask. Is it a sin? a crime? an immoral way to live? you hide your secrets(protection). you tell people lies(fake). they think its the truth(secrets). and when the mask comes off? secrets are exposed. old lies become new truths. old truths become new lies. fakeness becomes protection. protection turns to insecurity. scars become open wounds. you become who you weren't... and you weren't who you are.

Our smiles brighten and eyes, They glitter when we see us. Our hugs make us fuzzy, Feel butterflies in our stomachs'. Locked eyes across the room, Our silently mouthed conversations. Emoticons flying, They race back and forth across screens. Simple little secrets, Told to the ones who care. Music playing softly around us, Something that we both enjoy deeply. Random hysterical moments, To ease the little-to-none awkwardness. In our eyes, is the truth. Protection. Caring. Sincerity. Innocence. Fun. Secrets. In your eyes, I trust.