TheMelancholyArtist

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You Cared Once... by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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You Cared Once...

I see you every day, No words, No hugs, No feelings. I’m dead to you, Invisible, I DON'T EXIST!!! You’ve affected my life, You’ve changed me, And yet, You walked away, When you said you wouldn’t. YOU PROMISED! I trusted you, And you stabbed me in the back with it. You made me feel worthless. And the worst part? I'd take you back, Let you back into my life, Give you another chance, If only you cared... You did once, But you don't now, And what you don't know, Is that I still do...

Is It Worth It? by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Is It Worth It?

Relationships are built on honesty and trust right? You can confide anything to the other person and know that they won't say a word to anyone, and they can do the same to you. It doesn't matter who or what about, what time of day or night. They're your anchor, your shoulder to cry on, the person who'll be there through it all. But what do you, or even can you do, when you can either tell them the truth and hurt them, or lie to them and not be honest at all? Do you risk losing your friend? Or do you keep what you cannot say and let it eat away at you? Why does it hurt you the most to say what cannot be said? And when the other person goe

My Mask by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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My Mask

My mask. Is it a sin? a crime? an immoral way to live? you hide your secrets(protection). you tell people lies(fake). they think its the truth(secrets). and when the mask comes off? secrets are exposed. old lies become new truths. old truths become new lies. fakeness becomes protection. protection turns to insecurity. scars become open wounds. you become who you weren't... and you weren't who you are.

In Your Eyes I Trust by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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In Your Eyes I Trust

Our smiles brighten and eyes, They glitter when we see us. Our hugs make us fuzzy, Feel butterflies in our stomachs'. Locked eyes across the room, Our silently mouthed conversations. Emoticons flying, They race back and forth across screens. Simple little secrets, Told to the ones who care. Music playing softly around us, Something that we both enjoy deeply. Random hysterical moments, To ease the little-to-none awkwardness. In our eyes, is the truth. Protection. Caring. Sincerity. Innocence. Fun. Secrets. In your eyes, I trust.

Emotional Mind vs. Subconcious by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Emotional Mind vs. Subconcious

He cares (or so he says) He'll be there (what if he isn't?) He'll protect me (he'll hurt you instead) You're visible to him (no, invisible, just like everyone else) He'll never lie (he lies to you daily) He's never tricked me (everything is a trick when it comes to him) He hugs me (an obligation, just so he can hurt you EVEN more) He wants me happy (just so he can cause you MORE pain) He looks out for me (only because he should) He Cares About ME (or so you think…) He Loves Me (… He'll break your heart)

The First Time He Played by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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The First Time He Played

His fingers flowed across the beautiful marble white marble keys, The technique was brilliant, flawless as flawless could be, A favourite piece, perfect in emotion and beautiful in rendition, It wasn't requested, just talked about for a while on the phone, Speakerphone receptor quality sucked however, The melody in her head was beautiful as it followed every note perfectly, Went over every key with him as he played this rendition, And by the time his final finger hit the last key, She was sleeping oh so soundly to the image of him at a piano, Playing said majestic piece for her ears, And hers only as she dreamt of him at the piano,

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Nothing But A Memory by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Nothing But A Memory

I have to tell you something. I never wanted you to leave. I still don't know why you did. I see your face, your smile, you happy every single day. Why couldn't I do that? I feel your hugs, every night while I sleep and wonder why you couldn't actually be there. What did I do wrong? I remember everything. the smiles. the laughs. the conversations. the hugs. the kisses. the dream(s). Why did it all have to go? What did I do that made you go away? I had just fixed myself... and you tore me down again. I tried to be perfect for you. I tried to be Her. But she was just too good... wasn't she? The one person that I couldn't live up to. Th

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You Cared Once... by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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You Cared Once...

Is It Worth It? by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Is It Worth It?

My Mask by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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My Mask

In Your Eyes I Trust by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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In Your Eyes I Trust

Emotional Mind vs. Subconcious by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Emotional Mind vs. Subconcious

The First Time He Played by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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The First Time He Played

Some of The Best Things by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

Nothing But A Memory by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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Nothing But A Memory

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sweet dreams

It's 1:24am and I can't stop thinking about you. My head isn't screwed on straight, but my mind is racing with thoughts full of the way your heart moves with mine. I feel so in sync with you; so atuned to your every movement, completely oblivious to the outside world. I look at you and feel magic, and there is no feeling more magical than the feeling of being loved. I miss the way you smile at me with your whole face - your cheeks lift up the brims of your eyes as you grin at me in a way that could melt my heart. I miss how you kiss me and hold my face in your hands as if you are careful not to break me. I miss the way your skin feels on m

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In Your Eyes I Trust by TheMelancholyArtist, literature

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About TheMelancholyArtist

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Artist // Student // Varied

Oct 15
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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So .. other than the usual, i like literature, and painting (usually oil paints, if you are that curious) and i think I have good photography skills (leave that one for you guys to judge). I spend countless hours on DeviantArt looking up emotional peotry because I can relate to it best, mostly because my life is out to destroy me but it's fun sometimes.

I've been told i'm a good listener, always giving advice, so whatever you need, i am here. Yes, I do have my own insecurities that I worry about but somedays I just do not care and let life throw all of it's crap at me, so my life is not always good, but i'm happy with it. So if you need anything, let me know.

Also, I am a very random person when hyper and can really get down sometimes... other than that, I think that's it.

Favourite Movies

Avatar (the James Cameron one)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

umm... just about everything (except screamo, my eardrums just can't handle it)

Favourite Books

The Sight, Fell, Fire Bringer... and anything about wolves

Favourite Gaming Platform

xBox 360, iPod Touch

Tools of the Trade

Whatever I can get my hands on... usually everything.

Other Interests

Hiking, Running, Walking, Reading, Writing, ... the list goes on.

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TheMelancholyArtist

Oct 3, 2014

Gender Roles - Venting Session

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Okay, so I realize I haven't been active for one hell of a long time but there's something I need to get off my chest. What the hell is with all these damn gender roles? I see things everywhere, online, posters, etc., and all I can think is: Why do people have to act a certain way because of whether or not they were born with a penis or a vagina? I mean, come on! People are going to get mad at you, and judge you and belittle you in any/every other way they possibly can and now people are referring back to say... 1940's and pulling the "women/men can't do this/that" crap? Really?! I thought that we were past all this. All this prejudice, all t

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TheMelancholyArtist

May 9, 2013

13 Boy Traits, 13 Girl Traits....

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Your boy side [ ] you love hoodies [x] You love jeans [x] dogs are better then cats [ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt [x] you've played with/against boys on a team [ ] shopping is torture [ ] sad movies suck [x] you own an XBOX [x] you own/owned a Wii [x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid [ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter [x] u owned a DS PS2 or Sega [ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers [ ] you watch sports on TV [x] gory movies are cool [ ] you go to your dad for advice [ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats [ ] you used to/do collect football collector cards [ ] bag

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TheMelancholyArtist

Oct 16, 2012

HI :)

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HI guys, sorry I haven't been uploading lately. I have been hectically busy between school, and homework and what-nots. I will bu uploading sometime soon, hopefully, as I have been writing more. -T.M.A.